bedazzled.

this weekend. hmm, what did i do this weekend? i feel as though it was not very productive or interesting enough to even blog about...

my facebook horoscope...i really dig it:

you like your associates, although it's very hard for you not to feel superior while in their presence. you must be willing to push aside anyone who stands in your way today. you can't expect everyone to like you. just be sure you are able to distinguish between your friends and your foes.

there was a brawl at work on saturday...damn euro cup--really gets the testosterone flowing. this dude knifed this other dude with a butter knife...probably over something really juvenile. i guess that is guys for you huh? anyway, there was blood everywhere and the really REALLY angry dude went to pull something outta his pants and i swear i heard someone yell 'HIT THE DECK' and i ran out the back door with my friend.
yup, i ran away. no fucking way am i getting shot! NO. FUCKING. WAY!

soooo...i have had a random two nights with a certain ex-boyfriend of one of my best friends...DON'T WORRY BLOGGERS, nothing happened! i would never do anything like that, well, i'd like to think i wouldn't. ESPECIALLY with this male friend. NOT HAPPENING. anyway, let's say there was mucho alcohol involved but i will have y'all know that i made him sleep on the futon. YUP! i was there for him to vent to...we are 'friends' but i think it could get really sticky. so no more being friends i think. my friendship with him is not worth the shit that will go down if anything would happen.
to make matters worse--he told me that he didn't 'trust' us...what the FUCK does that mean? i don't know what he is thinking but there is no fucking way anything would develop. he shouldn't speak for me. i don't trust HIM.

newsflash: i don't trust dudes. is this news to youuu??? nope? didn't think so.

i definitely saw the SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE for the third time today. yup kids, THREE TIMES!! so great, but no more. not until it is released to dvd...haha!! even though i have seen it three times--it's all GOOD! i definitely got better looks at the shoes and outfits. gives me inspiration to re-work my wardrobe...or lack thereof. boo.

and the black flats i bought for work SUCK. S-U-C-K!!!! my feet are so broken. not broken in the 'my shoes were so cute it was worth it', oh no. more of the 'i hate these hideous shoes and my feet are bleeding. i want to end my life!'

i went to the gym on friday and ran. RAN!!! anyone who knows me KNOWS how much i loathe cardio...i'm just not good at it. i don't have the stamina for jogging on the treadmill. and i WANT to good at it. on friday i made a pact with myself to CONQUER that motherfucking machine. and i did. I RAN FOR TWENTY MINUTES NON-STOP! which is a huge success!!! it was so liberating and i felt like after 10-15 minutes my body was ENJOYING IT! and so i went to the gym again today and ran for TWENTY-FIVE minutes! i am working it up to 30-45 minutes of running. it was soo nice and liberating. i felt really free. i am aware that it sounds absolutely...CLICHE...but it really is freeing. i am so proud of myself. my legs are killer right now.
it's funny, i know that i went to the gym twice in the last three days and i walk around knowing that. a huge smile on my face...haha, and i know there is actually no difference in my legs YET slash body YET but i feel better about myself! MY LEGS KILL.

and ya, i ate FOUR PUDDINGS tonight. all that SEX AND THE CITY--damn charlotte eating all that pudding made me crave it! i ate all four in a matter of two hours. hello oinker over here!

i am outta here for tonight. i think i will be smoking a joint with my new roomie...and friend? i don't know if it's too soon to call her that? HAHAAAA!! pudding makes me kooky.

L.A SOON!!!! hollywood here i come!!

peace and love
xoxoxoxox