don't forget to remember me.

i woke up at 2pm today and went clean crazy.

i cleaned where i have never cleaned before...NASTY but so worth it! i feel so much better in this mopped/swept/clean CLEAN CLEEEAAAN home. it definitely got my energy up... AND it is absolutely BEAUUUUTIFUL outside. warm and sunny. just the way i like it.

i've been brainstorming alot about my writing. i think that i could very much write a book of my relationships/life/details of my situations...i love the details. very important to me. anyone who knows me knows that i don't know how to tell a story straight to the point...it is vital that 'they' know that i thought red was the perfect colour on him; that he said i had nice eyes; that i ate a burger before and i smelt like cheese...

i have never really considered myself a writer before. but maybe i should? i mean, my sketch book is almost full--i am trying to embrace all my artistic elements...whether it be sketches, figurative dance, my blog writing....

i came home from work last night and got high with the sister...and then had a mini dance party in my bathroom to timbaland's 'bounce'. that song reminds me of the hip hop cardio class i take....oh and a SERIOUS good dance song!!! great beats.

i wish that i had taken my love for dance more seriously. i think i feel like that with a lot...for example, singing. i wish that i had made room in my life to be able to pursue singing too...but i guess that would have required me to have a lot of money as a child. classes, lessons...all very expensive. and i am pretty sure, as a kid the dedication i would have had for all the arts wouldn't be as intense as it would be for me today. urgh, kids.

also, i have discovered that i am a very VERY LAZY person. i was thinking of the notes that MLS gave me...i am lazy and i am also destined to be something bigger and greater but i am FUCKING LAZY.

ew, i am over being lazy. fuuuck, it is so true too.

time to beat my resistance.

peaceeeeee!
xoxoxoxox