baby, we're in heaven.
***
this past week was so much fun!!! tines came to visit me and omg omg omg did we laugh. giggle. snort. pee our pants with love and enjoyment and LOOOOVE!!! so many giggles, it hurt. lots. haha. love her. love us.
***
soooo it's almost christmas and i can't be more excited! i will be off for 5 days straight...and spending alot of time in his truck. and mmm with him. and mmm mmm mmm. i get so distracted when i think of him...
i never thought i could ever feel this way about someone. ever. i have butterflies in my tummy when i think about him. when i see him. when i am lying with him. ew, i'm gross.
it is the weirdest and most amazing feeling to have for someone. so deep and so pure.
even when i'm cheesed at him, i can't stay that way. he's too fucking cute. and too fucking funny. and fuuuuck i'm inlove.
never thought i would ever let myself be where i'm at. and trust me. i've had some serious issues with opening up to him, letting him in...keeping him in the dark made me feel 'in control'...the reality of it all was that i was even in less control and actually sooo into him that it was becoming hard for me to...not be with him. wholeheartedly. mmmm he's the best and i'm so lucky.
i have never felt more special in my life. smiles smiles smiles smiles smiles.
***
i made him a really gay mix cd of love songs. tines helped me with the title "love conquers all; the most romantic songs of our lives"....hahaha! truly madly deeply anyone?! haha gonna be the best 'gift' ever...haha, actually concealing the real gift. fucking tix to the raptors gameeee. holla. best girlfriend everrrr. kinda totally pumped about going to a ball game. ya, i like bball. weird? maybe. awesome? YES.
***
i miss my family and cannot wait to see them soon!! trying to work out christmas gifties right now..and i made dinner last night with help from tines on my blackberry..i cleaned, organized and bought clementines. christmas is here, yo!
i'm going to buy some christmas decorations today and then decorate my apartment...gotta bring the christmas out! i'm an elf. what.
***
listening to the best songs right now. a lil christmas, a lil "i'll be" by edwin mccain. mmm. love my life.
cloud nine
x
he asked me if he bought a house, if i'd live there with him.
(absolutely)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
why can't everyday be like christmas?
wow it's been a long time since i blogged. my apologies!!!
my life has been so crazy busy that even on my 'downtime' i never have a minute to not do something, organize something, handle something etc...but i guess that's life? i mean i'm pretty sure if i had absolutely nothing to plan for, nothing to handle, nothing to do...then i'd be pretty damn bored/sad/lonely.
so in that positive turn--i am so busy and it's fabulous!
i just finished cleaning the bathroom and the kitchen is next. my badass BFF is coming to visit me tomorrow (for a whole week! weeeooo!!) and i would like her to not get disgusted using the bathroom or when she's in the kitchen making me a delicious dinner (yaa i said it. and yaaa it's gonna happen) i don't want the dirt to discourage her from that delicious dinner...make sense?
ok gooood.
omg, every year i forget how much i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE elvis christmas!! omg elvis, you're the king man. like, THE king. eff if you were still alive i'd rip my clothes off for you. i would.
i cannot wait for christmas this year! it's going to be such a different one for me. my first christmas with a man in my life...my first 'relationship' christmas. hmmm! i was a little nervous about the idea of spending the holidays with the bf and our respective families. the more i think about it, the more excited i am--being able to share the holiday memories with someone special and also HOW CUTE is it that we're gonna be road tripping from TO to the 'twa to stratford back to TO...his truck, christmas music, snow, christmas music, gifts, sigh. so lovely.
he's pumped to spend time with my family too--and i'm pumped to have a dinner with his mama. i love family and i think that's what christmas is all about. family. and i feel so 'mature' that i think this way..haha, my mom would be proud.
no but for serious here peeps. christmas is about spending time with the ones you love. and eating a lot. and drinking eggnog. and listening to/singing christmas songs. and eating. and LOVE. lots and lots of ELL OH VEE EEE.
listening to faith hill's 'where are you christmas?' reminds me of my sis. and it makes me miss her alot. A LOT. maybe i'll call her?!
wow, it's almost the end of 2009 and a whole new year is up and it's going to be FANTASTIC. i am so proud of 2009. so proud. it was a terrific year and wow. i am so glad that my life is the way it is and my family is my family and that there is just so much LOVE in my life. wow i really need to call my sister-this song is making me weepy and thinking about how lucky i am to have such a awesome family. geee.
when i think like this it feels like christmas all the time!
kitchen cleaning time! boooo.
love you.
x
ps how many times did i say 'christmas'? hahahaa someone's eager ;)
my life has been so crazy busy that even on my 'downtime' i never have a minute to not do something, organize something, handle something etc...but i guess that's life? i mean i'm pretty sure if i had absolutely nothing to plan for, nothing to handle, nothing to do...then i'd be pretty damn bored/sad/lonely.
so in that positive turn--i am so busy and it's fabulous!
i just finished cleaning the bathroom and the kitchen is next. my badass BFF is coming to visit me tomorrow (for a whole week! weeeooo!!) and i would like her to not get disgusted using the bathroom or when she's in the kitchen making me a delicious dinner (yaa i said it. and yaaa it's gonna happen) i don't want the dirt to discourage her from that delicious dinner...make sense?
ok gooood.
omg, every year i forget how much i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE elvis christmas!! omg elvis, you're the king man. like, THE king. eff if you were still alive i'd rip my clothes off for you. i would.
i cannot wait for christmas this year! it's going to be such a different one for me. my first christmas with a man in my life...my first 'relationship' christmas. hmmm! i was a little nervous about the idea of spending the holidays with the bf and our respective families. the more i think about it, the more excited i am--being able to share the holiday memories with someone special and also HOW CUTE is it that we're gonna be road tripping from TO to the 'twa to stratford back to TO...his truck, christmas music, snow, christmas music, gifts, sigh. so lovely.
he's pumped to spend time with my family too--and i'm pumped to have a dinner with his mama. i love family and i think that's what christmas is all about. family. and i feel so 'mature' that i think this way..haha, my mom would be proud.
no but for serious here peeps. christmas is about spending time with the ones you love. and eating a lot. and drinking eggnog. and listening to/singing christmas songs. and eating. and LOVE. lots and lots of ELL OH VEE EEE.
listening to faith hill's 'where are you christmas?' reminds me of my sis. and it makes me miss her alot. A LOT. maybe i'll call her?!
wow, it's almost the end of 2009 and a whole new year is up and it's going to be FANTASTIC. i am so proud of 2009. so proud. it was a terrific year and wow. i am so glad that my life is the way it is and my family is my family and that there is just so much LOVE in my life. wow i really need to call my sister-this song is making me weepy and thinking about how lucky i am to have such a awesome family. geee.
when i think like this it feels like christmas all the time!
kitchen cleaning time! boooo.
love you.
x
ps how many times did i say 'christmas'? hahahaa someone's eager ;)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
