these are just words i'm singing.

oh what a night!

i'm having c+ and g over for dinner tonight. i was supposed to work at T's but because training has been brutally amazing at BR's...leaves me a little exhausted. my boss at T's is a phenomenal man and he has the greatest compassion. he let me have the night off. good thing too because i've been walking around with my eyes half open. not fun. not fun for anyone.

girls just got here.

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we had ribs. potatoes. salad. a truly divine feast. and grasshopper pie for dessert...and we ate it out of the container because we a)hadn't defrosted it properly and b)it's how we roll.

this post sucks and i know it. i am hoping to spend more time blogging in the near future so i promise i will make it up to all of you in the blogosphere.

love peace and grasshopper pie. mmm.

x

untouched.

one week of complete 'maybe'. so many talks with so many GREAT friends. putting order into my life brought about A LOT of confusion.

finally made a decision. and i think it's the right one. definitely a great one. i'm scared.

i met a boy. yes. and he's fabulous. the universe works in such a crazy way--just when i'm getting attention from one boy...my milkshake brings all the other boys to my yard. so to speak.

utterly confusing to me. being a girl that chases boys and loves it (to some degree) and then WHAM! here are all the boys that you liked/hated/dated/smooched and they all want you at the same time. k..wicked. a little late guys!

so yes, i made a decision to ACTUALLY give this guy a chance. i deserve to date a really great guy. so yaaa.

funny how life works out.

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on the job front, i feel much more apart of the acting community than i have ever felt before and i'm not even going out for auditions...haha industry's slow but damn do we party and have really great attractive people to hang around with! ha.

i got two new jobs. no more dirty sports bar for me.
yorkville yes. north york yes. money? hellllll yes.

life is good. scary and fun and good.

peace + LOVE.
x