fantasy.

i've decided that i want to be able to go to LA and have a two-week vacation in the summer. again.

work has been confusing for me. lots of girls have been fired and/or quit leaving me confused because i have wanted to leave for awhile--not making enough money having so many girls on staff. now that there is less girls, i have more shifts and more opportunity to make money. should i stay and just giv'er and make sooo much money, pay off my debts and try to finance a trip to LA? i think that would be such a sweet deal. i think i might as well stay someplace that is going to make me money. i made a killing last summer because we were short-staffed. i hope it stays that way.

i am going home in a month and i have never been so excited!!! i cannot wait to just veg and be with my family. and omg, a family reunion! how fun! SOF will be there and it will be soo much fun to see her! and i miss my friends.
omg, i miss my best friend T. i miss her sooo much. i feel like it's been forever and we haven't seen one another and i just really need to giggle with her. i am in need of a giggle. like, a giggle that hurts so bad that i almost pee my pants...or if it was brownie camp (urgh) i would actually pee... woah, sorry too much info.

i realize i am NOT as flexi-barbie as i thought i was. i really wanna work on my flexibility and being active. i will not have this hot bod forever and i really need to WORK IT. yaaaaa WORK. IT.

i must peace out and eat something before i hit the gym.
ohh side note, i watched marley and me last night and cried my eyes out. like the biggest crybaby EVER. like, real SOBS. sob sob sob.
pathetic.

xoxo