i am staring at the downtown. sitting on a lovely faded elephant-gray leather loveseat, i am staring at the downtown.
how did i get here?
i have been thinking alot about that lately. what was the moment i KNEW that i needed to do this. what was it that made me believe that i should be chasing this dream. what is that defining moment?
how can i feel so un-phased. un-phased, totally. i feel like i live the every day as present as possible...but do i REALLY?
obviously we are living in the present, but we are only living because of the past, looking towards our future. so how present are we really??
exactly.
exactly?
i was told the other day that i was 'just too cool'--whattt??? he insisted that he meant it in the most positive way--he thought i was funny and too cool...i am not gonna lie--THAT'S AMAZING, right? i have never been called cool before. not really the first word that comes to mind when i think of me. ME. lil' ol' spazzztic me? YAH RIGHT.
wanna know cool? erica is cool. anyone who knows erica KNOWS that she is chill and always COOL.
it has been forever since i last blogged. sorry. i am having such intense revelation weeks and it's been nutzo. NUTZO!
all i know is, is this is IT, baby. this is my time.
i can feel it. weird positive vibes...i am so ready.
moving this week. keys to my first bachelorette pad/studiio apartment wednesday. woah. what?
peace, love, and sucess.
this year is gonna kick.
xoxoxoxoxoxox
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