sicilian kiss.

sixteen days!!!

sixteen days.

SIXTEEN DAYS!

absolutely amazing. this is fabulous!! in sixteen days, i will be on set; on the beach; rodeo drive--getting discovered...you know, the usual.

last night, i was sitting at the bar after my shift was dunzo and i spent the night trying to explain to THE ITALIAN that i understand that i am pretty but i will not go back to italy with him...i get so uncomfortable when men INSIST that i am beautiful/cute/adorable etc etc...they don't even know me. i was completely flattered obviously, but i feel as though THE ITALIAN has never suffered rejection? i mean, why would he--he's gorgeous and LOVES women. i don't know a single woman who would not fall for him in one way or another. he comes to the bar alot so i have significant dirt on him. too much dirt. i might have told him a few of my secrets and i think he kissed me...no more shots please!

have you heard of the show 'secret diary of a call girl'? it's from the UK and it is absolutely GREAT! the style of the show is very well done--gives me ideas about the script i am writing/thinking about/dreaming up...i think it could really work if i molded my script around the style. i think it could work. fuuuck, this will be so FUN FUN FUN to work on!!

my tummy hurts today so no work for me. i am going to the clinic tomorrow morning! i have to figure out what the deal is...i need to make sure i am 100% in good health for my trip to LA. SIXTEEN SIXTEEN SIXTEEN!

it was a slow night last night and i had the chance to talk to a few of my tables...i had a huge LIFE talk with this man STAN. he was in town for work and we talked about EVERYTHING under the sun--he was more excited about my adventure to LA than i am--and that's saying something! we talked about what we want to do with our lives--haha, he could be my dad. no, he was not pervy (i mean, all men are--but he wasn't outwardly pervy) and he was really smart and had a lot to say. i respect you STAN the MAN. i do!

how much better would this blog be is it was a video blog? i am thinking of expanding the blog?!?!?! haha--that might not turn out too good. i will test it out and figure it all out before i actually...post a video blog. PLUS i don't know how much i could talk about on a video blog.

WHO AM I KIDDING?

i'd find SOMETHING to talk about. i always do.

peace and sunshinnnneeeeee
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo