all i hear is ya ya ya ya ya.

how can some people create such filth?

i tried this morning/afternoon to clean my apartment. all that i could manage to do was sweep(ew),do dishes(MY therapy), and clean the bathroom sink. these were all much needed tasks. my issue with the cleaning is that i am the only one NOT wanting to live in a dungeon of death and disease. is that so bad????

i had my usual corn pops this morning. haha, usual. usual as of a couple days ago. and honestly, once this box is dunzo so am i on the corn pop front. too many pops. this cereal kinda scrapes and hurts my mouth...maybe it's because i am so enthusiastic for my pops that i just SHOVE them in. ew, i'm a beast.

nineteen days and i am off to CALI!!! fuuuck, i am excited!! i feel like there is so much shit i need to do before then that i KNOW i am gonna forget something. ahhhh. help me out universe!!

so, the other day at work i met this young dude who is the lighting guy for the JONAS BROTHERS tour. he was really nice and just chillin--we talked about his sweet job touring and only being nineteen...that's amazing! we talked about the tours he's worked for (miley and the jonas bros) and the shennanigans that is disney stars. i told him to 'make me a star, kid! make me a starrrrr'

we got drunk that night. well, i definitely did. thank you miley's corp credit card! paying for my WAYYYYY to many beers. god, i love corona. so we had fun that night, laughing--we giving him girl advice--singing along to the karaoke portion of the night...we smoked a joint and went our separate ways. it was really nice to meet someone new and someone who knows the industry...atleast from the inside. haha. i made a new friend.

last night i made a LOT of money off of one older guy named albert. he was from montreal, huge sweetheart. the first thing he told me was that he couldn't get TOO drunk because he has to canoe early in the morning...portaging and all this stuff...every beer i brought him (lots) i would remind him that he REALLY should be resting up in order to canoe in the morning. 'don't you worry about me darling. i am all good. gimme another'...he kept wanting me to bill him and then 'start from zero'..needless to say, every bill (regardless of the total) he tipped me twenty-five dollars! so the bill was twelve and i got twenty-five. i would fight with him--why am i such an honest human being?--and he would INSIST...so anyway he got pretty loaded and ended up becoming hugely beligerent (sp?) and fought with my managers. DON'T WORRY BLOGGERS, i took care of it. i talked to him calmly and then fed him some food (soak that BOOZE up!!) and then he left. he HATED all the men that were trying to 'protect' me slash make sure he paid me. but i snuck in there and spoke to him en francais. i rock.

i also came to the realization that i really really REALLY enjoy UFC fights. i never thought i liked the fighting and the blood--and maybe it was only the crowd at the bar last night but mannn WHAT AN INTENSE FIGHT!!--i mean, i would never make sure i didn't miss a single fight but if it's on...I WILL WATCH!!

i got more roses in my apartment! they are so pretty. i got 10 last night. geeeez. each rose from the rose lady (we call her rose...clever, huh?) costs 4 dollars. that's alot of money for a fucking rose. regardless i have ten beautiful roses sitting on my desk...yellow roses have become a serious favorite of mine. pink is nice, red is obvious, but yellow..soooo pretty.

every rose colour means something so i decided to look it up and share it with y'all:

*Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special.

*As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness. Pink rose bouquets often impart a gentler meaning than their red counterparts.

*The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.

*White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance.

*With their blazing energy, orange roses are the embodiment of desire and enthusiasm. Orange roses often symbolize passion and excitement and are an expression of fervent romance. A bouquet of orange roses will send a meaningful message.

*The unique beauty of the lavender rose has captured many hearts and imaginations. With their fantastical appearance, lavender roses are a perfect symbol of enchantment. The lavender rose is also traditionally used to express feelings of love at first sight.

(thanks http://www.proflowers.com/flowerguide/rosemeanings for the meanings!)

so, it is obvious that yellow would be my favorite...sunny! oh and friendship! aw,i'm always the damn friend. haha. i have all colours of the roses right now except white and orange! SO PRETTY.

speaking of pretty--someone told me that i reminded them of amy smart. i've never gotten that before! so nice. i am totally going to revel in it. hahaaa.

peace and love bitchesss!
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