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wow. april is almost over, sorta. this month seems like it has been dragging along. maybe it's because i am so SUPER DUPER excited to move 15th! yup, the boyfriend and i found this really cute apartment in hp. i am 5 minutes away from one of the largest and most beautiful parks in the city and 5 minutes from the subway! perfect.

it's going to be a change that's for sure. i am so in need of a change. moving forward. flourishing and prospering.

i use to shy away from change--made me nervous. i used to feel like i was losing all that i was leaving behind. my viewpoint has changed. i am not leaving anything behind because everything and everyone that matters to me is changing with me, moving with me, marching forward into our futures. things that are left behind, have been left long before a change anyway. just there, lingering. does that make sense? hmmm.

cannot wait to get my hair done on wednesday! i've been saving up my tips for a really good dye and hair cut. i can't wait. i've been feeling so not hot with this hair business. um roots are the worst thing ever. well, maybe not ever...but for sure sucky.

there is so much to look forward to for these next two months and i am peeing with excitement!(ew?!):

-family dinner with the boyfriend's amazing family--love food and the house is a castle
-sadie is going to visit me for a few days during the first week of may--some serious sister time is needed.we're gonna shop! woo. haven't seen her since xmas. makes me sad.
-move-in the new apartment :)
-tina tina bo bina comes to visit me may 24 weekend! i don't remember the last time i had that long weekend off but it's going to be fabulous. and we're going to do crafts. :) haven't seen her since xmas either and that makes me sad. it's ridiculous.
-then in june i am heading home for 10 days! TEN! for relay for life (woooo) and then for a lil vaca and then my cousin's wedding! yay! so excited for that. this week will be crazy fun and weird because the boyfriend will be in toronto taking care of the apartment and working..then he'll head down for the wedding :) i'll miss him but i'm more worried about the state of the apartment with me gone for a week. ha!

so my doctor put me on this no yeast, no gluten, no fruit, no sugar diet...basically she put me on the candida diet. let's just say the first 5 days were so brutal. i turned into a monster. like grrr stay away!

surprisingly, i'm on my 10th day and i feel GREAT!!! discovered that i had been doing the diet wrong for the first week so i'm going to do it for an additional week to balance out the faults i made. the diet is so restrictive but i've been really into the yeast free gluten free no sugar added rye bread. it feels like rubber and only tastes good toasted. but hey! it's like bread. so i'll eat it. lots of veggies, rice crackers, potato, mozzarella cheese and plain yogurt..that's my diet.
the sad part of the diet is...no ketchup or mayo. or diet pepsi. or candy. sad faces all around but i've never stuck to a diet before and i feel amazing that i have been following it and i feel healthy and not bloated! NOT BLOATED ladies and gentlemen! that's HUUUUGE! haha, i don't feel huge. i used to eat one thing and then my tummy would bloat..i'd look 9 months pregnant. urgh. brutal.

anyway i gotta make some phone calls and do my hair and put on some makeup. and let's be honest here, i need to dance infront of the mirror atleast half an hour before i have to leave to go babysit the cutest 8 month-old on this planet.

x love and sunshine.

ps. still considering a new blog. hmmm